an ongoing crisis

I am constantly in an existential crisis. One of the resulting symptoms is my need to document everything in case I die suddenly or get into a freak accident where all of my memories are erased, with only my journals (and now this blog) as evidence of my innermost thoughts. Also because in the end, I want everyone to know exactly what I was thinking for some weird, egotistical reason.

Maybe I hope one day someone will find my mediocre word-vomit meaningful and worthy of legendary fame.

So. Here it is. I have opened the floodgates. Proceed with caution.